Tomorrow will be the first day that I don't see Seth since 1 year and 2 months ago. To me that doesnt seem that long, but some couples make it 3 yrs or more before they don't see each other! I thought I could handle it. I knew I would miss him and be completely freaked out at night (i'm kind of a scaredy cat in the dark) but I didn't realize I would feel like HALF of my entire being was missing. It's a weird, strange, hurtful feeling. I don't like it. He left me after sacrament meeting today and right when I sat down in Sunday School I had to get up and leave to go the bathroom because I couldn't hold in the tears! I blame it mostly on my crazy pregnant hormones :) I miss my man.
And to make the water works worse, I got home and saw a bunch of sticky notes everywhere. It was def sweet and I was grateful for it. Especially my goodnight kiss one:) Thanks love.
Here's a few:
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Soooo sweet...he IS a good man! We will protect you at night...won't let the boogey man get you.
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate! I had to go on a 3 week tour only 4 months after we got married--just about killed me. Now, any time we have to be apart I have to have my sister sleep over so I'm not scared! :) Congrats on the little one coming!
ReplyDeleteHow cute is my cousin?! I never would have known! ;) Why didn't you just call me up?! We could have had a slumber party!!! Next time, I will be expecting it! Glad you made it through! Much love! :)
ReplyDeleteDearJanica,
ReplyDeleteIt warms our hearts that you two are so close. We love you lots, and are so glad that Seth has you. Love to you and more kisses and hugs (XOXOXOXO) -Mom and Dad E